I can’t complain and I am so grateful for my mental health but I wonder sometimes whether the hours wasted on youtube do actually take a toll on my general happiness. Would I feel better if i was doing something else with my time like reading a book? I guess the only way I can find out is if i actually pick one up and read it I feel like it’s been so long since I enjoyed a book and maybe that’s the root of my problem. I’m always reading textbooks and what not for school so they desensitize me from wanting to read but I’m going to pick it back up this summer and see where it takes me.